"You're untouchable burning brighter than the sun, now that you're close i feel like comin' undone"

BOYS are confusing. Honestly, why can't dating just be simple?

You meet a boy. He asks you out. You date and see where it goes. How easy is that???

But no, it has to be complicated. You meet a boy. He seems interested. He asks you on a date. You have a great time, or so you think. Than he doesn't talk to you for a couple days. You decided he isn't interested, so you quit trying and attempt to move on. Than a certain time later, the boy becomes interested again. WHYYYYYYYYYY?????

It all seems a bit ridiculous and stupid, yet this always happens to me. I QUIT. I am done trying to analyze everything and figure everything out. I need a vacation.

Song of the Day: Untouchable By: Taylor Swift

Quote of the Day: "No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends." ~Carrie from Sex and the City

"I wanna go home, ooh i miss you you know."

Well today was certainly interesting. It started about being a great day. My Book of Mormon class was cancelled so I(look Hil i capitalized the I for you!) only had one class to go to which is always nice! On top of that, this particular class just happens to be my favorite(for more than one reason! ;) ). Anyway, so after class Haley(aka Beaner Schnitzel, Jennifer, or bes fwend) and I went to the temple to do baptisms. What a blessing the temple is! Such a great place to feel the spirit and be close to the Lord. LOVED IT! Then, we headed over to Sonic for our FREE route 44 drinks! Ooohh baby, do we love our "celestial" drink: Dr. Pepper. We're pathetic and we know it, but we really don't care. After our quick pit stop, we headed over to the Paul Mitchell Hair School so I could get my hair cut.

WORST IDEA I HAVE EVER HAD EVER!

I told the girl I needed a trim and she was all, "Okay! We'll just cut off an inch! So i'm thinking a normal inch. You know the knuckle of your finger inch? Well apparently she's not very good at measuring, seeing as she cut off THREE inches. UGH. Now my beautiful hair that has taken me what seems like centuries to grow out, is gone. The second I got into Hay's car I started tearing up. Sounds like a dumb reason to cry, I know, but I seriously could not help it. I continued to cry, eventually sobbing, for the next hour or so. It's still a very sensitive subject so please don't bring it up for a couple days, okay?

Well enough of that! I have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to be grateful for! I'm just being a "whiney bags" as my dad would say. So since this is the month of THANKSgiving, i'm going to start posting things I am grateful for.

1. FAMILY
My beautiful sister Hillary. She is always there for me. Even when I tell useless stories ten trillion times and use poor grammar she still loves me! She's helped me to become the person she knew I could be. Strong, smart, talented, and even beautiful(I never thought I was until she told me so). Love her to pieces!




My amazing Grammy. What an ispiration! LOVE HER TO DEATH! (p.s. isn't she STUNNING!?)



My mom. Aka: my twin. Also, one of the funniest people i know (though i usually don't admit it when she asks!). She put up with me when I was a total snot growing up, and even when I am now, which i think is AMAZING! We've been through some rough times, but I know she loves me no matter what!



My stepmom Patty! She is such an amazing woman! She listens to all of my boy stories and always seems interested in EVERY aspect of my life, even the parts that aren't interesting at all! Also, she sends me buys me awesome presents because we all know my dad can't do it! Haha Oh! And another thing...she sends me packages full of things I leave at home and even washes my tennis shoes for me! (thanks again!)



And last but certainly not least, my Dad. He is ALWAYS there for me when i'm having a rough day and just need someone to talk to. I don't think he's aware of it, but he always seems to know the perfect things to say to me when i'm feeling down or sad about something. I love him so much and I have been blessed to have him as my dad.



2. FRIENDS

My AZ girls! Can't wait to see you guys in 2 weeks!



And my Haley! I don't know what I would do if she wasn't up here with me! She ALWAYS makes me laugh no matter what kind of day i've had. There is never a dull moment with us, and honestly I wouldn't have it any other way. I love that we can have a super deep conversation, and yet our favorite song is Party in the USA by Miley Cyrus. I LOVE THIS GIRL TO DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!






Of course, I am grateful for TONS more people and things, but I have to do my homework sometime! Remember, there are still a few more weeks left before the end of November. So still plenty of time to blog more about what i'm thankful for!


Song of the day: Home by Michael Buble

Quote of the day: "Come what may and LOVE it!" -Joseph B. Wirthlin

"I'm a dreamer who should have known better"

I dream to much. Not in the sense that i sleep too much. I'm a college student who rarely sleeps. But, in the sense that i DAYdream too much. I am constantly thinking about things that usually have absolutely NOTHING to do with what i'm doing. For instance, today i was sitting in my American Foundations class(FYI this is the most boring, useless class of all time.), but i could NOT, for the life of me, stop thinking about boys(shocker, i know. get used to the boy talk). While my teacher was talking about...actually i can't remember what he was talking about...well anyway, while he was talking about SOMETHING, i kept thinking about how confusing boys are. One in particular. I can't figure this kid out and it drives me NUTS! I'm sure all you girls out there know what i'm talking about. Those guys that seem soooo interested half the time, than act like you don't exist the other half. Yeah, THOSE guys. This boy is one of them and it drives me mad. I have a horrible tendency to over-analyze things, and this is one of those cases. I find myself sitting in class, when i should be paying attention, weighing all of the different scenarios of how he could feel about me. YUCK. I hate that i do it, yet i can't help it.

Then i started thinking about marriage. I just can't seem to get away from that subject. EVERYONE, and i repeat, EVERYONE here is married. Ugh. Well anyway, i started thinking about how much easier and less stressful life would be if in our Patriarchal Blessing it gave the name of who we were going to marry. I mean, think about it...What if you knew your husband already, but didn't know you were supposed to be married! I mean, i understand that life is full of mysteries that are fun to solve, but come ON! Give me a break here!

Okay, for those of you who don't know my current boy situation, i guess i should fill you in. There's this boy. We'll call him BabyFace(because he has one! haha). I like him a LOT. He seems interested. We even went on a date. BUT! Here is the kicker...............are you ready for it????...................he has a GIRLFRIEND. Gag. So there ya go. You are now filled in. :)

QUOTE OF THE DAY: this little insightful comment came from my friend Blake Butcher in the library today. while telling him about BabyFace, he said, "Just because there is a goalie, doesn't mean you can't score." Hahahahahaha SOOOO TRUE!

SONG OF THE DAY: "Dreamer" by Kari Kimmel